Current deep pain mixed with prior pain from the past can just hit you hard when you are a baby Christian.
Learning can be disrupted when there are clear misunderstandings…especially when you know you’ve been called by God to be part of something that is way bigger than yourself, but the other part of the called does not see it.
Spiritual moms and dads…They are part of a higher calling by God. Whether or not they respond to the call by God to help guide and be alongside those who need to learn…can impact the spiritual family foundation.
Worship, Prayer, Praise… that is the only answer. Leaving the call by God unanswered hurts deeply.
Continue to speak truth, allow the Lord to mend those hurt places and allow humility and grace.
Pray for those who also fight in the trenches with you and pray for the battles that occur everywhere.
May those who are also broken find that they can be made whole in Him.
Words are just words are just words…are just words. NO, is a freaking two letter word.
Not, Loud enough? Does it mean anything?
Does God hear me when I am hurting and healing?
Eyes Open, Eyes Close… Eyelashes flutter… Keep Them Shut!
Inhale, Exhale, Deep Breath…I can’t Breathe!
Did God intend for this to happen?
Is my Heart beating? Am I alive or am I dead?
Life can only be found in Jesus, Right?
This cannot be happening. This cannot be happening. This cannot be happening. This cannot be happening. Is this really happening? Really Happening???
I lost myself, I want to Trust you, Jesus.
No, it can’t be.
This cannot happen to me.
Jesus, do you really care about me that much? To find me?
That face, stone cold face, full of anger face, rage face, everything wrong in that face!
I don’t understand. Hurt people, Hurt people?
I am no longer here, I am hiding in the depths, A place I cannot escape, In the dungeon. Little did I know that I would begin to feel safer in the dark, protecting what was left of me…but there was nothing worth protecting, nothing beautiful, nothing pure, nothing.
Do you restore everything? I want to run with you in the beautiful flowers.
Learning to be Spirit-filled.
It hurts to heal, but there is Freedom I am told on the other side.
To the petals in the wind… I am seeking Him & will only find true Freedom in Him.