Tears
Tidal waves
Hope
The light that breaks the darkness
The sun that shines through the black array of clouds.
A flicker to a bright flame.
It burns.
Crumbs of love
Swirling, intense feelings
Needing oxygen
Fighting to swim
Breathe
Unbalanced, losing footing
Dig deep
The intense emotional rush
Slamming into you, into everything
That crashing sound
The stillness that plateaus
Help me Jesus to rest in your arms.
Learning to let love grow inside of me.
Deep breath. Close my eyes, I pray to forgive…
Even if it feels like I am alone…
Even if my world feels like it is falling apart…shaken to my core.
Even if every single step hurts…
Even if I think I can’t breathe…
Even if no one knows…
Even if I feel like I don’t know which way to go or the whys behind the pain.
STOP! Guard my heart because Chaos Erupts if I don’t seek refuge in Him.
Every step forward seems like two steps backwards many days.
But, God… He is there in the deep.
He hears me when no one else is listening.
He is there, He will not leave, He loves me, He understands it all and in the Even Ifs… He is the way, the truth and the life.
I am learning to breathe…
He is fighting for me and I need to rest in that love and strength.
Wind in my hair, sun in my face, eyes wide open…Take another step…He is there!
As it is written, “Stop your fighting (Be Still) and know that I am God, exalted among the nations, exalted on the earth.”
Psalms 46:10 CSB
He is there, the mighty warrior and loving Father.
Find Joy and Dance in His presence!
Grab His hand and Run through the flowers.
He fights for me.
Krysten.Ivey 